I suppose I’ll find many uses for the G.O. initials.  It has morphed for today.  I had my annual mammogram.  Short story: the radiologist doesn’t want to see me for 6-12 months (they are bowing to the opinion of the surgeon on that call).  That is good news for all intents and purposes. Why Guarded Optimism?  Well,…

I went to book club last night with women who have been among those at the head of the stampede and who have been flying with the angels.  My intention was just to say a quick hello, I hadn’t finished the book, and I’m kinda tired.  I left after an hour and a half. (a…

So far so good.  I’m feeling like a pro going in for radiation.  The receptionist was working with someone and saw me enter and said “Hi P, go ahead on in.”  I saw the woman who gave me the tatoos who asked if the speakers that were just installed in the waiting area sounded ok. …

While I was waiting for our chinese take-out tonight the owner asked if I would like some tea.  What a nice thing.  I sat by the window along the river, warm tea cup between my hands, and watched the pouring rain as I thought about my experience today. Before I left for work this morning, I…

I met with a radiation oncology nurse for radiation ed.  We reviewed most of what I’ve already gone over, and she gave me my schedule of 33 treatments.  They wanted me to start the day after, but I’ve planned 3 workshops and a trip to NY for before radiation begins, so they decided to push…

Yesterday was the simulation.  I went and had my vitals taken, met briefly with the radiation oncologist and then was lead to the radiation area of the cancer center.  You know, they make cool colors for cell phones, for cloth diaper wraps for babies, for paper cups, dog collars, even fruit loops, but never have I seen a…