We did it!
There’s nothing like friends who would shave your head if you asked them to on short notice.  This includes those friends who would try like hell to change their impossible schedule…and alas, have to decline. Today was the day.
The infusion went without a hitch. K drove, E came, S visited with treats. It was wonderful…the love, company and support I mean.
I could pull pinches of hair out as of 2 days ago, but this morning it was a little easier to do.   I think it creeped some of my family out, actually.   I’m surprised it didn’t all come off in the shower.   As we drove from the cancer center, I knew it was the day. K had a bit more time, D was between gigs and accepted the invitation willingly. E went on his bike and made trails in our woods… Once it was over, I felt nothing but relief. I walked to D’s house with some Baldy Pesto, and felt strong.  Anticipation gets me every time.  Now I get to adorn and wrap with beautiful colors. I also think it feels cool when I rub my head. AND I can finally look at the scar that’s been on top of my head since I was 8.  Simple pleasures.  Whodathunk?
It’s about 3 hours post infusion now, and I have a headache. I think the katz and I will take little a nap under E’s loving and watchful guard.
you SURE DID IT! wow…I want to say ‘good for you!’….then I remember, ugh…you are losing your hair when you don’t want to…and now you lost it all…
But the ‘good for you!’ feeling I have is that it seems that, moving into ACCEPTANCE has helped you to empower yourself to step into the next place on your own terms…and that is very solid…
THANK YOU! This is beautiful…new format has me a bit lost, but I am technologically challenged in the best of circumstances!
Keep up the good work and hang tough!!! Let the K’s and H’s know if you and/or the kids need anything.
🙂
/s/ Grampy
I can’t wait to see your beautiful head–and I love the photo with the boots. D is right–acceptance has empowered you to move forward on your own terms and time. Very solid indeed!
Hope you had a great nap. We love you. If you need anything, we’re a phone call away. Abbie sends her love!
S.